I’m just so sad right now. I don’t know why, exactly. It’s a combination of things I guess.
I feel a tugging on my heart thinking about Easton, thinking what I would do with a preemie baby. I am praying for them constantly hoping God will show them the way to be good parents.
I also feel a change coming in my life. Whether that is going back to school or back to work, or having another baby, or whatever…there’s a change coming within the next year. They say INFJ’s are the ‘pyschics’ and I do have these moments of premonition from time to time. Some are true, some have not happened yet or maybe ever. But I know a change is coming.
Day 3 of my healthy eating plan. It is going well so far, with a few bumps in the road such as yesterday, when pill slept for so many hours that I couldn’t get up to have another shake, so I only had 1 and dinner all day. I guess it’s not a bad thing not to eat as much as I need every once in a while. My goal is to get 40 pounds off by the end of summer. If I can do that I will feel much better, and healthier. My overall goal is to lose 130 pounds, although 100 would put me at a weight that would be just fine for the rest of my life.
I have more to say, but pill is ready to go home. Later!
