Dec
27
I am really struggling with the future, specifically with D. I had always planned to homeschool him, but then started working and need him to have a year somewhere as a “placeholder” until I have (hopefully) delivered and recovered from having child #2 (who is not even close to being conceived). Then I got to [...]
Dec
26
Christmas morning dawned bright and early, although it was raining outside so it wasn’t so bright- and it was already 8 am, so not that early either. Stefani, my sister’s daughter, knocked on the door to our room, clearly unable to wait for Santa. We had been up late the night before arranging the [...]
Dec
19
Today I am feeling really sad and angry. Once again, mil manages to wreck my happy little bubble of Christmas spirit. See, since we moved out of California, she doesn’t send us presents or even a Christmas card. Last year she sent D (her only grandchild at the time) a toy truck. This year she [...]
Dec
18
Week #3 on the job. Today I had an interview that would pay $1000 -$1500 a month more than my current salary. Interestingly enough, it’s in the same department that dh applied to for a computer job. So, we might be working together…again! We met as student assistants in the Dean’s office at CSUF. [...]
Dec
12
Well, I’ve been back at work for a week now.
Lil pill is holding up pretty well. The first 3 days were really rough, but by yesterday he was even taking naps for Mom-amazing considering he has only nursed to sleep for the last 32 months!!! He still needs to get more energy out, though, and [...]