a hippy chick

I just consumed 1 entire pancake, 4 sausage patties, and 1/2 of an egg.

I think it’s safe to say the band fill isn’t quite restrictive enough. And, to be honest, I’m pretty upset at the thought of having to have a 6 inch needle stuck inside me again so soon, and also upset at myself because well, dang it I could just starve and not have this weight problem, couldn’t I?

Also very upsetting is the scale at the doctors office, which told me that my clothes must weigh 8 pounds or so. I weighed in at 264, so that’s only 11 pounds down from surgery date.

Gotta call the doc on Monday. Dang it!